This article is part of what I call My Life Fragments, this kind of articles are going to talk about my self and the experiences that I had. So you can give me advise or maybe use it as a reference to learn from my experiences. My updates are news about me, are completely different to what is My Life Fragments. But in this article I am talking about myself but I am giving several news and I decided for this time to merge the two categories
In this past 9 days from august 4, many things have changed in my life. From my relationship status to my appearance. In this post I will try to say what is happening with me and talk about the changes in my life.
My Makeover:
Recently after I break with my girlfriend, I decided to reorganize my life and make some changes between my changes there was makeover. I cut my hair after 3 years and half, I added a new piercing, because I think that not only cutting my hair was going to cause the impression that I wanted to give. I increase the intensity of my exercise routine because I want to rip my body. On Monday 10/agosto/09 I had a photo shoot with Nvdia Photography because he want to add a male model to the portfolio and I want to expose my new look. The new photos will be on this site on Sunday 16 and for my other sites on Monday 17.
Love, Depression & Hope:
I think I am entering in to a depression, today august 13; 9 days have passed since I break with my girlfriend. This week I had many ups and downs in my mood and my mental state, like I lost my appetite for several days and which knows me knows that I eat like a beast, I have two weeks without exercise, I not being able to getting her out of my mind and I can’t not sleep because of insomnia. These are the side effects of love and when you are focused on a relationship and you most have to end the relationship for any reasons just for third parties. The quote of Kahlil Gibran – “Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation” is totally true. I knew I loved her and that she was very important in my life but I realized how much I really love her when I began to feel that she was moving away from me and it’s possibly I lost her forever. Love at times it becomes a curse especially when for some reason you cannot control your emotions and when you know he wants to be with you but he can’t because other people “her parents”. But today grew a little hope in me. After 9 days, I saw her, I kiss her, I hug her and talk to her, we make an agreement and if all goes well and the two fought for us and do everything. I hope we can finally be together again and achieve all the dreams we have. I hope she can overcome all obstacles, if she fight, in the end we will be happy. She thinks she’s weak and cannot fight but I have faith in her, like me she can do everything, she just need to think in what she feel for me. When the people who love me include it her, ask me why I don’t leave everything as is and walked away. I think in everything that’s happening with it her all the sad and happy moments and what I learned from it, in all that time I been fought for us, I think In something I hear once “you can’t fail, if you don’t give up – The Last Kiss“. I tried to be strong all my life and fight for what I want at the moment she it’s what I want and I will fight for her until she does not want to know more about me or until my last breath. Give up is not an option, fail don’t exist and what don’t kill you make you stronger.
Restructure of my life:
The decision to break with my girlfriend was very difficult. I take that decision because I don’t want her to have more problems with her parents because of me, but now I think it was a bad decision because if we don’t come back together at the end, she will be unhappy just as I will be with out her or even more unhappy than me. To try to come back at some time with her, I decided to restructure my life and make some changes as a complete makeover, rebuilt my productivity system, my way of managing money hope handle money more efficiently now, change my exercise routine and I add more goals to my life. I was having problems to start putting everything to run. But this morning situation gave me motivation at some point, it was just a little hope, but made me understand that I have to start and puts my plans in motion. For the agreement and the plan we assemble today, become a completed success and if God wants we will be together again.
Some of my goals:
• Start my business
• Rip my body
• Write a book
• Become a philanthropist
• Become independent
• Make more art
• Improve my English and French skills
• Complete many of my projects
• Make contacts
• Fight in MMA
• Be healthier
• Get a tattoo
• Learn web design
• Invest in stocks
• Read more books
• Cultivate my spiritual side
I know my English writing skills are not this good but that’s why I have this website in English, I want to perfect my skills. I hope you understand everything I say. Any suggestions or questions contact me or leave a comment.
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